An update, Mr. man has backed out of this weekend. I'm really not sure what his deal is. He's worried about his cat, the oil leak in his car, etc, etc. I literally called him out and asked simply
"It seems you really don't want to spend any time with me. Are you wanting me to break up with you? Cause you're sure acting like it."He says NO! But he also says that he doesn't know what he wants me to do, or whats going on with him. I guess he's stressed, confused, and doesn't know what to do with his emotions (or how to properly deal with stress). Whatevs.
So there you have it. I'm done with worrying. We talked for over an hour, and I feel good about it. I said everything I was wanting to say to him, and more. I'm leaving it all in his court now.
I'm DETERMINED to have fun this weekend. I'm still going to the lake and camping with some good times friends. He says he may come out tomorrow (if he gets his car fixed). I'm not going to hold my breath, I'm just going to focus on the positive and let him deal with his shit. I've tried to help, and I'm really getting nowhere. I'll just leave him be, and basically be there for him when he figures his shit out. Until he tells me how to help him, I can't do much.
So everyone... Have a great weekend! Cause that's what I'm gonna do!!
Cheers! Have some beers! Have some hotdogs and hamburgers! Eat so much potato salad if comes out your ears! Enjoy the fireworks! Do what makes you happy! Cause we all deserve to be happy!!
Now I have to get back to inflating this inner tube. I had to take a break cause I was about to pass out, but the River Rat sure as shit ain't gonna inflate itself!! Word!!
Now please enjoy some 4th of July inspired eCards.